Dating

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The first foray into dating seems to have been a bust.  I’m not sure if I got blown off or forgotten or what, but getting all dressed up for no reason really pissed me off.  Is this how adult dating goes?  A guy acts really into you, asks you out, and then gets “sick” or flat forgets you?  If that’s the case, I’m so not into this.  I do not have time for that!  (Insert requisite, virally popular “Ain’t nobody got time for that!” meme here.)  I don’t know how adult dating goes, and it scares me.  And I don’t know what I want in a man really, I suppose.  I know what I don’t want.  That one is easy.  What I do want is hard!  I want to be wined and dined, darnit!  I deserve that.  I deserve someone to be SO into me that they want to take me out.  Woo me.  I deserve that!  I deserve to not always have to pay for everything either.  This is stupid.  It could possibly be the reason why I put off divorce for so long too.  At least married I was… whatever.  Miserable… but… not having to enter the terrifying world of dating.

I’m pretty sure I’m in too much of a hurry for my own good also.  I’ve been abandoned for so long, I feel like.  I’m so ready to move on.  This is stupid!  And it wasn’t the plan!  And now there’s no plan and it makes me seriously uncomfortable.  Gah!

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About stepheniejones

I'm currently an advisor in the College of Education at Texas Tech. I have a sweet baby girl named Aubree. I'm currently getting my Master's in Counselor Education with an emphasis on Community Counseling. I feel really called to be a counselor. I'm really excited! I enjoy reading, crocheting, good music, and good friends.

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